A common theme between home, work, and pretty much everywhere I make a base for myself is clutter. I have a knack of putting things in places they don't belong, mainly because I've never taken the time to create a place for everything. I have sentimental knick-knacks next to computer parts and repair tools and office supplies. I have gifts for people I meant to give them months ago next to blank CDs, DVDs, and a flashlight. I have a rack of MiniDV tapes I'm never going to touch again sitting next to books on my bookshelf.
Work is no better. It's not that I don't want to be organized, or that I don't try, because I do want to, and I do try to. Half of the time I put things in various places to "deal with later" because I'm too lazy to do it at the time. Eventually I go on a "cleaning" spree, which results in just moving things around so that it looks less cluttered, but everything is still there. I wouldn't call myself a hoarder, because I do eventually realize I'm never going to use something, and get rid of it. I'm just prone to cluttering.
I guess it shouldn't surprise me though. I put things "away" like I store things in my brain. If my brain were a storage room, it'd be full of piles. There'd be plenty of shelves and filing cabinets and things, but nothing would be sorted. It's just how I work, I think. I typically bounce around topics with no segue in between them, because that's how they're stacked in my head. Occasionally I mentally re-arrange them, and throw out the thoughts and memories I don't need anymore, but for the most part, I just shuffle them from one pile to another.
If I were smart, which apparently I'm not, I would have been dusting off surfaces as I clear them and before putting things back on them. Whoops. Next time? Ha.
Hm, another song in iTunes I've never played, nor heard before. I give you Christina Perri' "Jar of Hearts":
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